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http://www.geocities.com/neonxiii/index.swf
thats what i got so far on the new temporary site for retarded folks. i got a couple new pics of Andrea =D ill just show 2 though.
 
shes fuking beautiful.. wow i could.. seriously look at those all day.. anyways i stayed outa school today because she asked me to stay out with her, so we talked on the phone (yah, thats me on the phone with her) anyways yah today was pretty fun! my right ear hurts for some reason and yah thats about it. hahahaha i got more pics but NO im not gonna put them on here ( they are too good to show anyone)
anyways, the retarded folks site (the actuall site) will be up kinda soon, zach needs to finish working on it so i put up my temporary one. none of the links work yet, they will as soon as i get a host (which will be pretty soon) so yah, u dont gotta wait that long. ttyl kids my FucCin mood:  Decently happy, kinda jealous Current Playlist: DJ Tiane - Paul Van Dyk Tribute |
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im kinda thrown into 2 walls at once..
were im trying to do something and something es catches my eye so it confuses the hell out of me. i dont know if i should wait for the thing i want or go for the thing that wants? its so damn confusing.
haha! shes bangin alright ;)
Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 06:23 pm
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Oct. 24th, 2004 @ 10:46 pm
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lately i have been keeping alot of things to myself!
pretty soon, nobody will know anything about me =/
i feel myself changing and everytihng, wierd..
my outlook of everything is changing and stuff..
i actually found a while girl id go out with
ill see what i can do about her..
shes the only white girl id ever go out with
Only a select few even know about her
ive known her since she was in 1st grade
she a freshman, heh always younger ;)
Oct. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:37 pm
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| » The Truth and Reconcilliation |
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I switched over from being a redsox fan to a yankees fan
theres no hpe for the sox, they cant win
im sick of rooting for the looser team
its like saying the mongolians will win against usa
anyways im all about the patriots
20 wins in a row so ya, were big pimp
Spanish/Mexican > Black > Asain > White
BAM! Thats just how it is
I'll be playing Halo 2 tomorrow at |Annonymous|'s house!
Right now im blasting Lasgo - Alone (original Mix)
Random Fact: 741 of the fatalitys in Iraq were due to Friendly fire, there are only 1023 deaths total in the war on terrorism, therefor we are responsable for over half of our own deaths.
Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 10:32 pm
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http://www.mrbslanparty.com/
been there the last 2 nights with friends
ppl ive met online were there, wanted to compete against me
overall i owned everyone but there were a few kids way beyond me
this place is honestly awsome, although its pretty expensive
anyways im bored.. and im hungry so im gonna go eat
lately when i eat.. i cant finish or anything...
ill feel REALLY hungry, than i cant even eat half of it..
wierd, ANYWAYS thibaut and zach left
so now im gonna go help my sister move like a son
Oct. 16th, 2004 @ 10:03 am
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Lookin for a site for Meola and I's vids still
arg, we need a HOME!!
skittle hasnt sent me a pic of her in a while
she says she has some coming though, which is good
i think im gonna design a website for our vid thingy
its No longer retarded folks productions
meola and i have yet to discuss this
We will be doing sparkfest 3, as you all are waiting for like Halo 2
dont worry, ittl happen, sometime after april of 05'
i guess im payin for it all.. christ u damn inconsiderate people
tomorrow ill be 15 and a half, ill be able to drive with a parent
we are gettin a high definition box for our 106" projecter
and theater seating.. which costs my dad 5000 for 5 chairs.. arg
i want to have some kind of sleep over soon, yah know?
SKITTLE OWNS YOU ALL BIZZICHIZZLES
Oct. 13th, 2004 @ 05:05 pm
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http://www.crazyhedgehog.com
lmfao such great movies there
anyways i need a site for MY movies
i was in penn for a while, did some stuff but whatever
i kinda wish i coulda met amanda there also.. she only lived down the street :(
i kinda regret everything that went on down there... eck
YA anyways im home now and i havent been able to eat.. dont know why
if u want u aint gotta comment.. i just want to eat.. im so hungry
maybe i can go down there again for like 4 days? meet amanda? maybe dono. all i know.. is that..
i havent bairly eaten anything... :(
Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 05:52 pm
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i jsut got back from des' house.
450+ miles each way
got there at 9:30, left at 2:30 the next day
we connected really quick :)
shes unbelievebly good looking
after what happned, i could never hate her, shes too perfect
EVERYTHING that went on at HER HOUSE, STAYS at her house.
ya that means, dont ask :)
Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 07:32 pm
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does that work sons?
Oct. 8th, 2004 @ 12:33 pm
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| » Fuhk You :) |
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ok... uhh now i have absolutly nothing.. hah it kinda sux.. she wanted me to get over her also.. i asked her tho. although i really diddnt want too, just wnted her happy.. i hoep she comes back soon cos uhh, lol shes basically all i ahve at this point. so i REALLU EFFED UP THIS TIME AGAIN. now im pissed, tired and sad, goodbye
Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 06:28 pm
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To be honet, im not going anymore, and i dont care. anyways im gonna try to engage in more outdoor activities, like chillin wit my friends like, e-roc, meola, ben, thibaut, david, zach ect ect. i think i may still goto MLG (Major League Gaming) for Halo National Championships. i guess i kind of have no life.. but its just for sunday.. heh im just natraully good. anyways its my sis' bday today so im gonna go hang at her house. for the first time ever i talked to amanda on the phone. her and i dont fight on the phone, but we do online.. yah oh well, i really wanna talk to her more though. im gonna have to start lifting weights and shiz, get jacked yo! i need it for ultimate and backyard football in the winter.. OH YAH this saturday at pollard school, be there for a football game, gonna be some sick shit. i need to bench at least 100 before i join ultimate.. cos jesus i can only do 80, thats really pathetic. im going out on runs and stuff now, like jogs and sprints for like 3 or 4 miles.. well... maybe a mile.. hah. so that means ehh, not as much computer time but hey i got a cell. my number is 16035050312. call me whever i dont care. i think i may get a new screen name.. Warl0rdDS is like.. not that good..its kinda gay actually. anyways i cant till monday tho cos i have ppl waiting on me for MLG responses. if you are wondering, i am completely over des, shes a fuking bitch now but whatever. theres someone els. she knows who she is.
Oct. 6th, 2004 @ 02:02 pm
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Ok... *sigh* i know ive been back and forth about going to PA too see des.. here is as follows.. im going down at like 3:30pm friday afternoon, ill be there druing the night.. blah blah blah i stay over there will monday and then yah.. thats it.. anyways i have 2 ear infections and i am all bent outa shape.. i wanna eat my steak and cheese calzone.. arg.. i wish i had a girl i could jsut see, throw my arms aroudn her and hug really hard.. why is that so hard? why is there ALWAYS a screw up in the relationship? the last 3 girsl ive been with say im too serious.. wtf is that?? anyways my throat hurting like a son.. yah just like it.. a goddamned son.. im getting a fucking rash throughout my body.. i dont get it.. am i dying?i think i might be.. and i havent even gotten laid yet. not that thats a huge problem.. i jsut want a girll..that i think is right for me yah know? i thoguht that was des but u know mookie fucked up everything.. oh well i still love mookie.
Oct. 5th, 2004 @ 07:44 pm
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im Downloading some songs. im not going to penn, but hey whatever. i got a really bad soar throat for some reason.
Oct. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:03 am
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well, i guess im still going to des' in 6 days. as friends though. but hey at least i get too see her!!!!! anyways last night was fun.. i was at zachs with kim, meola and tbo came over.. they left after a while then zachs dad came down all pissed and i guess zach cant have ppl over for a month, my dad wasnt home so i went to meolas for a lil while. anyways im so seriously bored so umm yah ttyl.
Oct. 2nd, 2004 @ 02:14 pm
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| » again... |
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i guess hoping wasnt good enough.. she left me again.. i was talking to matt a's dad for an hour about it. she may hook back up with matt a.. i diddnt fight it as much though. i have my friends to talk too. why is it that whenever something good is finally going to happen too me, it gets screwed up? theres always a problem.. always...
Oct. 1st, 2004 @ 09:47 am
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| » I am DJ Legs |
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dude, im DJ Legs.. lmfao u can hear me sometims on Winamp if u want.. listen ot my shit.. yah thats about it... 9 more days!! i just hope nothing screws up...
Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 03:20 pm
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 11 days, so far between her and i, so good :) i guess ill update this thing with a new pic every time.. now ppl dont like this picture.. dono why but i think shes beautiful in every picture ive seen, i love her so much! isnt she beautiful? look at her eyes.. shes... wow
Sep. 28th, 2004 @ 03:41 pm
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| » @ School |
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im at school.. so i cant post anything personal.
Sep. 28th, 2004 @ 11:19 am
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12 days till i meet my baby, we love eachother sooo much, we both want something real with eachother.. everything is jsut going too perfect right now. it couldnt be any better. i hope her dad picks me up and she comes with him, that would be AWSOME << Thats my baby! *mwahz*
Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 05:28 pm
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Desi and I are now together :) we diddnt want to get off the phone with eachother last night at 3:30 so we decided we'd sleep with eachother but one of us rolled on talk and it hung up. But now shes my girl, and i love her dearly! she sounds so cute when she sleeps. i hope i dont get fuked over!
Sep. 26th, 2004 @ 09:51 am
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Everything about her is perfect.. and i mean everything. she so DAMN BEAUTIFUL! she knwos how to make me laugh and make me feel better and everything, no matter what the situation is. haha she makes me wicked horny too.. lmfao. i also do the same but.. her and i are like.. arg i cant even exlpain. i cant wait to meet her though!
Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 12:52 pm
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Everything seems to be going just so damn good. I just hope that nothing happens between Andrea and i (like her wanting to stop talking to me and stop loving me) She truly makes me a different person, she makes me happier and myself. Im sure you all saw a difference in me at school.. lol zach when i started crying on the bus. Shes everything i could ask for. I love her.
Sep. 24th, 2004 @ 03:18 pm
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BOOOO!
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 03:26 pm
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Everything is going ALMSOT perfect.. now all i need to complete myself is her.
Sep. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:32 pm
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Des and i are better than ever (seems that way)
weve explored new areas with eachother (no i wont get into that)
i just hope i dont get fucked over again
i guess i have to let her ourpower me :) ill tell u if u ask..)
she tld me she wants me over there hahahahaha.. .but other stuff was said
i wont tell you, cos its my secret FOR ME ONLY..
lets just say i consider myself the luckiest guy EVER
Sep. 21st, 2004 @ 05:53 pm
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ok des and i are good now, which makes me VERY HAPPY!!! im now the same old tblinn.. im gonan learn by my mistakes.. but hey.. the reason she wanted to stop walking to her.. well.. she said she kept falling deeper and deeper in lvoe with me, but she was already with anotther guy, so she diddnt want to hurt him. so she basically wanted to stop talkign to me period.. cos i always made her love me more. now were ok tho. cos she said shed tell me when she was falling in love with me again. it makes me feel good she loved me :) but things will never be the same. im glad im talking to her. im slowly getting over loving her but she will always be special.
anyways i got my nice 106" TV up.. its nice.. depending on the channel and it makes other TV's look liek shit cos its so nice. im gonna hook up my xbox on it.. play some xbox live on my 106" BAYYY.. havin a lil getogether next weekend... preferably friday night onto saturday.. gonna watch some movies and play sexxxbox!
WELL IM ALOT HAPPIER NOW!!!! IM SO GLAD HER AND I ARE TALKING NOW!!!! =D
Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 09:47 pm
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im slowly getting over the fact hat she wants nothing to do with me.. i think last night was the last night of sobbing. i feel a little better, knwoing i have friends there helping me. Special thanks to DJ Innuendo (Bob) for being a good guy and understanding. i decided id give up some things.. like foo'ing it (its jsut the way i think, ask me on AIM) Eating Ramen Noodles..as des says.. raymen.. (Because everytime i spoke on the phone with her, i was eating Ramen noodles.. Going into my sister jamies room (i normally talked to her there) Listening to Oasis - Wonderwall (she liked that song and i sang it too her) thats it so far.. cos thats all i can think of.. ANYWAYS YOU SHOULD DOWNLOAD THESE SONGS FROM LIMEWIRE
(( TELL ME IF YOU CANT FIND THEM -Warl0rdDS-))
-Tiestio - Adiago for Strings
-Bobina - Beta Testing
-Tiesto - Love Comes Again
-Amber Pacific - Always You
-Sugarcult - Memories
-IIO - At the End
-Paul Van Dyk - Crush
Some of them songs remind me of des.. but there too damn good to stop listening too.
Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 02:37 pm
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| » i got this from amy.. READ MY OTHER POST BELOW |
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f i r s t s
First best friend: Zach
First true friend: Zach
First car: 85 Caddie BAYY
First kiss: Amy Kopelle
First break-up: ... dono
First screen name: SCHENAS
First self purchased album: Techno Party Vol. 1
First pets: Bow, Tasha
First piercing/tattoo: None
First credit card: None
First true love: Andrea
First big trip: 2 years ago, drove to florida
First music you remember hearing in your house: Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit
l a s t s
Last car ride: Afternoon
Last cigarette: Never
Last kiss: Briannas house, made out
Last good cry: Last night.. Hardest prob night before (10:03 9/15/04 NEVER FORGET)
Last library book checked out: Never
Last movie seen: Terminator 2
Last beverage: Coke
Last food consumed: Cheese Twists (Market Basket Brand)
Last crush: Andrea
Last phone call: for me.. today
Last time showered: 3:00pm today
Last shoes worn: Vans
Last item bought: Nacho Grande (School Lunch)
Last annoyance: school drink machine...
Last time wanting to die: day before yesterday, yesterday and today
Last time scolded: Today
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Meola, Zach, Ben
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? i wish.. :(
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Kohls BAYY
02. any tattoos or piercings? no
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Suave
03. what are you most scared of? Never talking to Andrea again
04. what are you listening to right now? Amber Pacific - Always You
05. where do you want to get married? church
06. how many buddies are online right now? 149/194
07. what would you change about yourself? my whole self
f a v o u r i t e s
01. color: Silver / Green
02. food: Lobster
03. boys' names: Nick, Sean
04. girls' names: Andrea
05. subjects in school: Lunch ACC ;)
07. sports: Football - Ultimate
08. perfume: ??
09. cologne: Brute
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? no
02. smoked? No
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? no
06: ever been in love? yes
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? yes
09. actually seen your crush naked? :(
10. cried when someone died? no
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for your best friend? no
13. been rejected? ya
14. rejected someone? ya
15. used someone? no
c u r r e n t
clothes: silk hawiian shirt, sonoma pants
music: Airscape - Sosei
make-up: ??
annoyance: ??
smell: ??
favorite artist: ??
desktop picture: Halo 2
cd in player: ??
dvd in player: Pearl Harbor
l a s t | p e r s o n
you kissed: Brianna
a r e | y o u
understanding: so/so
arrogant: dono.. ppl say i am.. ppl say im not
insecure: ya
interesting: ask my friends
hungry: too depressed
smart: nah
moody: lol... depends
hardworking: kinda
organized: no
healthy: no
attractive: hell naw, but some girsl say im hott.. lmao.. idiots
bored easily: yah
responsible: depends
obsessed: ....ya
sad: saddest ive ever been in my life
disappointed: very
hyper: no
trusting: very
talkative: very
legal: hell no foo, jsut like an alien crossing the boarder ;)
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: nobody
slap: nobody
look like: meola.. lmao
talk to offline: Andrea.. I WANT TOO... but i cant.. :(
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: candy
tall or short: tall
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: tired
all i need is: Andrea
love is: nothing you want
i dream about: me meeting Andrea
what do you notice first: face
last person you danced with: dono
worst question to ask: how big is YOUR dick
who makes you laugh the most: Andrea
who makes you smile: Andrea
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Nobody
who do you have a crush on: Andrea
who has a crush on you: Andrea (i dono if she still does.... :( )
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: a few times for Andrea
wish you were a member: no
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: once
of hearts i have broken: 2?
of guys i've kissed: 0
of girls i've kissed: many
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: 4
of cds i own: like 4
of scars on body: 1
of guys you want at the moment: 0
Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 05:56 pm
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i feel as if i tripped off a cliff that never ends.. she was holding onto me.. i was almost there.. matt was always there watching.. then she finally notices him.. i cried and begged her not to let go and leave me.. she said goodbye.. let go.. and walked away like nothing happened.. thats what it feels like.. wierd.. i love her.. always will.. whenver i look at another girl and i wnt them or something.. i feel like im betraying des.. this is new to me.. its wiend.. but like des said.. i have to get over her and im trying.. i jsut wanna be her friend. oh well. ANYWAYS thank you everybody for askign me if i was always and saying if i needed you.. ud be there.. but this is something i need to deal with myself.. there will always be memories of her.. and ill never forget her ever in my whole life. ill always think of her no matter what.... on the flipside..
im quite anxious for timberlane ultimate frisbee! i cant wait to go and play. i am starting to lsiten to trance again.. more.. getting to know more songs.. im getting better now. i have been crying the past couple nights.. but thatll stop eventually.. right?? thanks everyone for the support and well i gotta go DL some more songs.. jsut so u all know i gave up some things..
Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 04:29 pm
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des desided to "help" me.. and im trusting her in her choice... i tried to tellh er not too.. i cried and pleaded.. i really loved her. sorry girls.. i may have said i loved you but i diddnt.. sorry.. des your... ill never forget you.. she decided shed never talk to me again.. so i could get over her and move on. i mean i kinda understand but... it hurt me.. i feel sick.. i wanna throw up.. i wanna die.. i called ben and i cried with him there also.. the last think i said o the phone to des was "des no matter what happens, ill always love you no matter what, but you jsut really fucked me over..bye.. i was crying sooo hard man.. it hurt my chest and everything.. then i switched over to ben.. wich ill bet he remembers and i sure wont ever forget.. ive never cried that hard in my life.. man right now im even crying.. i misss her.. i love her.. whyd she have to drop me so hard?
Sep. 15th, 2004 @ 11:20 pm
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Well, i have a really bad cold.. its mixed with a sinus infection and a double ear infection.. it kinda sucks.. i can no longer talk.. its all muffled and folked. so i will be missing school tomorrow but ill try to be there tuesday. these antibodys arent doing me very good. anyways i head hurts alot. i slept over erics last night.. and i woke up feelings good and refreshed... 2 hours later after him and i's D&D treck into the woods i started to het a bad runny nose.. as soon as i left erics house it was sooooooo bad.. like i nearly passed out in the shower. everything went black for like 30 seconds. i fell down and jsut alyed there till i could see again. right now im lsitening to Trance.. its keeping my mind off of my "supervirus" i mean im never sick. and this si the first time i ever recall having a cold during the summer. not only that but ive never had this type of mix before with everything.. Cold.. Sinus infection and 2 ear infections.. it sucks. i tihnk i may be getting strep throat.. i have to goto the docs tomorrow....arg... this TRULY sucks,, please comment.. i want something to do
Sep. 12th, 2004 @ 08:43 pm
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i just got back from the soccer game, some fun i guess. id ont get why all the people who hated me before.. now like me and wanna "chill" dono.. lol i dont care tho. anyways i cant wait till ultimate, it seems like ittl be alot of fun. i need to work out tho. i got a fukin cold it sucks. meh
Sep. 10th, 2004 @ 06:53 pm
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Well lets see.. im gonna join Timberlane ultimate.. its so.. pimp. me and the feoos are gonna be in it.. brio sex stream, big ben, e-roc, sok, me (t-blinn) maybe a feoo others. were gonna kick ass this season, we got the bush (brio), Big-B (ben) tall lanky folk (eric) and me... i mean how can we loose?!?!
Freshmen came in good today.. lol so many little ppl.. its nice being a sophmore cos u dont gotta put up wth the bullshit lowerclassmen shit. lots and lots of hott freshmen gilrs but im holdin myself back.. i wanna see whats goin on with angie. todays first day was fine i guess... nothing new.. eck.. im bored
Aug. 30th, 2004 @ 08:58 pm
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| » Conspiracy |
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Was the Pentagon crash Conspiracy? i sure as hell think so... Here is some Proof.
http://www.overclockedgaming.com/pentagoncrash.swf
http://www.freedomfiles.org/war/pentagon.htm
CONSPIRACY
Aug. 27th, 2004 @ 06:26 pm
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| » Haha.. Spare Tires |
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Anyone here have a spare tire?
Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 06:47 pm
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| » Team BABP |
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Bizzitch, We are the Pimpiest team on WhatPulse!!! lmao not really but were getting there. its nto that hard to join u friggin blondes. Anyways zach and i changed our Names for our MLG halo thingy. we are now Team O.. He is Obrady and im Ohanrahan.. hahaha i know but u need to listen to Dennis Leary - Irish Drinking Song. thats were we got it. anyways im startin to be big pimp with aiming. as for Team BABP.. keep it up members.. remember you CAN cheat..
Aug. 21st, 2004 @ 05:36 pm
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i just got back from a halo tourniment in haverhill with zach. zach won most of the games and i won 2 but i was in 2/3 place most of teh games.. a few of the games i was down in 11th or something.. i would have done alot better if i used all the weapons but im trying to learn how to like all of the weapons.... tonight i was practicing with the plasma pistol.. i used to hate that gun (its the gun were you have to push and hold the trigger so it charges up) i wasnt charging it up tho.. i should get better at that.. i have a really quick finger so i shoot it really fast.. sometimes it amazed zach that i was so good with it. i ate a cheeseburger sub from HHOP.. i told zach after the games that we should be owning them.. always winning all the games.. we really should.. were going to MLG in boston in october.. we gota train for that.. so maybe next week we wont have a problem with always getting first and second. anyways i have this thing called WhatPulse.. it counts every key you type and every click. since im on the computer all the time if im not out i shouldnt have a problem with this. my friends have also joined. its Team: Black Ass Beach Patrol.. lol im in the lead with over double the keystrokes of the 2nd placer in BABP. you should join our group.... its also in my profile. anyways i wanna thank everyone i talked to that helped me with brianna.. i feel alot better now.
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 08:36 pm
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| » Wow.. The Replys are Amazng.. |
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this is what people have been tellin me
Shes a cheatin hoe
man get over her
a 13 year old has you pressed..
get over that bitch
she dont deserve you man
man even im suprised you arent pissed
your pussy whiped
sometimes, travis, i dont get you
man that sucks.. that realy fukin sucks
too bad brianna's a slut..
forget about her shes a whore
theres other fish in the sea man
Yah, happened with my Fiance trav
lol.. she isnt s slut or a bitch or anythin.. its just how she is.. i aint mad at her or the 2 kids. there is nothing i can do. i got like noooo seep last night.. my heart hurt way too much but nothin you gotta worry about kids. cya l8r
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 12:35 pm
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nothin i can do.. im not mad.. but i care.. cant sleep..very tired.. but i still love her..
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 11:04 am
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i went to briannas house.. lots of fun i must say, met up with some old sanborn friends.. i am jsut so happy with brianna, shes perfect for me.. her and i had some fun in her room lol. i have one of her hairband thingys on my wrist.. somethin thattl remind me of her alot. it smells liek her too so i love it. i dont know what id do if she ever left me.. id liek die.. but im not gonna let that happen. i seriously hope this lasts forever. i think her and i are perfect for eachother. well i hope her and i talk and see eachother more.. thattd be great! anyways i got to go now.. love you brianna!
-goo goo boy.. lol
Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 11:01 pm
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| » Heres Nautica.. HAPPY NOW?!?! |
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well i have had many people talk to me about natuica.. lol cos way back in the day she was the biggest thing.. well ill show u who natuica is lol. especially you brett.. your the one that wanted it so bloody bad http://img67.exs.cx/img67/7338/4950.jpg
Aug. 16th, 2004 @ 11:17 am
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lol.. Brayanna as i call her.. yea her and Andrew are perminantly over (so she told me) but i believe her.. i have been avoiding girls pretty well when they are around like black ass beach patrol at bens, although i have a hard time not flirting.. u know how i am.. its hard not to but i am learning not to. Brianna is perfect for me.. its nice to have my friends tell me when im flirting with a girl cos i just stop. i thought black ass beach patrol was not great at all... she was pretty gross. im trying to change how i act so i have a nice relationship. i hope brianna and i are for good.. im goin to see her tomorrow and zachs commin also so he can see amber. Yep!!!
Just as E-Rocs pimp suit is hung up... Black ass beach patrol is off duty!!
<3<3 Muh Brianna!!!!!!!
Aug. 14th, 2004 @ 09:40 pm
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[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Travis Blinn
Birthplace ::: Exeter NH
Age ::: 15 ½
Age you act ::: 14
Current location ::: Plaistow
Eye color ::: Hazel
Hair color ::: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: aries
Height? ::: 5'4
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: French / Italian
Your hair ::: short brown
Your fears ::: Planes / Spiders
Your perfect room ::: Huge ass tv with tp of the line speakers
What you practically do in a day ::: shit
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: yo
Phrases you overuse ::: derga flagen
Your first thought when you wake up ::: im bored
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Spart with comps
Something you want to do ::: be wicked good at halo, be with brianna
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Depends
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Britney
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Vanilla..
Adidas or Nike ::: Nike
Black or white ::: White
Bills or Coins [Think $]::: Bills.. i just throw my change on the road
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Hotdogs
Egypt or France ::: Egypt, fuck te french
Rock or rap ::: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: Nope
Cuss ::: all the fuckin time
Sing well ::: no
Sing in the shower ::: when im bored
Talk to yourself ::: No
Believe in yourself ::: ya
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: kinda
Play an instrument ::: my dick.. lmao
Want to go to college? ::: dnno
Want to get married? ::: ya
Want to have children? ::: ya
Think you're a health freak? ::: no
Get along with your parents ::: ya
Get along with your siblings? ::: ya
Think you're popular ::: no
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: yes, impossable not to, live right next to mass
Drank alchohal ::: once accedently
Smoke ::: no
Get high ::: no
Done any drugs ::: no
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: no
Been on stage ::: no
Gone skinny dipping ::: no
Been dumped ::: no.. last month i did tho
Dyed your hair ::: no
Stolen anything ::: ya
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Matt and Dale
Loudest ::: me
Most shy ::: Meola
Blondest ::: Josh
Smartest ::: Brian
Kindest ::: Ben
Best personality ::: E-Roc
Most talented ::: Zach
Best singer ::: Me
Most ghetto ::: E-Roc
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: David
Pain in the ass ::: Me
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: Zach
Funniest ::: Meola
Best person for advice ::: Brian
Dependable ::: Ben
Trustworthy ::: Meola
Druggie ::: None
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Zach
Person you've known the longest ::: Zach
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Drove a Go-Kart off a cliff and then i saw it blow up a building..
Last nightmare ::: way back in the day
Car ride ::: Yesterday
Last time you cried ::: Yesterday (i was pissed)
Last movie seen ::: Spiderman 2
Last movie rented ::: Sum of all Fears
Last book read ::: Of mice and Men
Last word said ::: bye
Last curse word said ::: what a whore
Last time you laugh ::: on the phone with amber and josh
Last phone call ::: Josh
Last CD played ::: Fatboy Slim
Last song you listened to ::: Einslive - Paul Van Dyk part 1
Last annoyance ::: My dad
Last IM ::: Josh
Last weird encounter ::: cops a few days ago
Last person you hugged ::: cant remember.. i think brianna
Last person you yelled at ::: my mom
Last time you wore a skirt ::: ... LMAO
Last time you've been evil ::: dno
Sarcastic? ::: all the time
Last time you fought with your parents ::: today
Last time you wished upon a star ::: never
Played Truth or Dare ::: dno
Spent quality time alone ::: today
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: ya
Do you feel lonely ::: without bri, yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: no
How about egging someone's house ::: no
Do you not like/dislike not like me? ::: ???
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: no
Yo Momma ::: fuked last night
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: no
What do you think of George Bush? ::: whatever
Any secret fetishes? ::: No.. everyone knows my fetish
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: $200 bling, ye-a ye-a
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: no
Glad this is over? ::: ya
Aug. 2nd, 2004 @ 04:38 pm
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Well, im like kinda in a stage were i feel the need to get really good at something, and everything kept leading me to halo. i could goto tourniments and win money and TV's and stuff, so i have been practicing alot with a guy who is ranked wicked high in the US.
Now i have made up my mind, i really want to be with brianna. i have to work up my trust with her because she means alot to me and i cant hurt her anymore. i love her soo much but i dno about her anymore. i hear tons of things and i dont know what to believe.
As for the 2nd half, i am really working my ass off with Halo, im going to go to the nationals with McGavin, Wazzup, G-Unit and prob the 2 0's. but i wanna get ALOT better. i can win lots of money.. lol
It kind of depresses me that i fucked myself over with brianna a while back, i wish i could just go back and have been a better boyfriend but i think my chances with her are ruined and i have no idea what im going to do. i dont think there is anything i can do.
Im really pissed off with cops, i cant stand being so nice to people, if i dont like you ill make sure u never forget it.
Anyways i have no idea, my mind is like all static so if ya could.. give me some help...
Aug. 2nd, 2004 @ 02:48 pm
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ok, today i had an argument with brianna and well i told her and i put my life on the fact that i would nver lie to her or anyone ever again.. so here it goes..
Brianna : i love you.. seriously i do to the bttom of my heart.. i want you to be able to trust me again cos im tellin the truth now. even tho were not even going out your my #1 girl.
Des: Alright, well i love you as a friend and thats all, we will still talk tho cos i like hearing gossip on how julia pukes in front of girls she likes.
Zach: you are the worst boyfriend ever, i really think you suck at relationships.. you tell me i cant keep one but i dont go off telling my own gf that im only going out with her cos shes cute, and i dont tell my gf i think amber is hott..
Meola: i have never told u a lie, feel happy
ok well umm.. im.. umm bored and so ill ttyl...
i love YOU brianna!! <3<3
Aug. 1st, 2004 @ 03:09 pm
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BASiCS
:x: name: Travis Blinn
:x: height: 5'4
:x: shoe size: 9 1/2 - 10
:x: hair color: Brown
:x: siblings: 6
:x: eyes: hazel
:x: college: Voc or UNH.. dnno
:x: jr.high: Timberlane amd Sanborn
:x: elementary: Pollard
:x: hometown: Plaistow all ym life (was born in Exeter Hospital)
:x: current home: Big house
:x: favorite places: Alton / Winnipesaukee
:x: favorite sodas: Coke or MTN Dew Livewire
:x: favorite food: Lobster
:x: favorite book: Of mice and men OR Island of Blue Dolpans..
:x: favorite car: McLaren F1.. but umm of i can afford? 350Z
:x: favorite place to eat: Pizza Hu
:x: favorite fancy place: The Collesium.. or whatever
:x: favorite hobby: Driving Pocketbike/ GFX
:x: friends: Urg.. Meola?
:x: favorite show: The Weather Channel.. lmao i dont watch TV.. 7 News??
:x: favorite news: WHDH Boston
:x: gold or silver: Silver. Gold is Old
:x: favorite dog: Doberman
:x: favorite sports: football.. New England Patriots BAYBAY!
:x: favorite fruits: Kiwi
:x: favorite song: umm.. Blindside - After You're Gone
:x: ketchup or salsa: Ketchup
:x: favorite milkshake: Oreo Fribble (yea yea e-roc)
:x: steak or lobster: Lobster
:x: favorite color: Green
:x: favorite weather: Fukin Blizzards or Nor'Easters
YOU
:x: you have a crush on someone: Yep
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else: Yep
:x: you think about suicide: Nope
:x: you believe in online dating: ....
:x: others find you attractive: Some
:x: you want more piercings: Gay
:x: you like cleaning: Sooetimes
:x: you like roller coasters: Yep
:x: you write in cursive or print: Print
:x: you last talk to: My dad
:x: you last thought of: Des
:x: you last showered: Last Night
:x: you last did laundry: 2 days ago
:x: you last prayed: last night
FOR OR AGAiNST
:x: long distance relationships: For
:x: killing people: For (War)
:x: teenage smoking: Against
:x: driving drunk: Against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: Against
:x: soap operas: Against
HAVE YOU
:x: ever cried over a girl: Yes
:x: ever cried over a boy: No
:x: ever been in a fist fight: No
:x: ever been arrested: No
:x: ever had a friend die: No
:x: ever dated a cousin: This is PERFECT for zach!
:x: ever used a gun: Yes
:x: ever frenched kiss: Yes
:x: ever finished a puzzle: Yes
:x: ever got surgery: Right Ear / Lip
:x: ever got beat up: No
:x: ever hated someone: Yes
:x: ever made a huge mistake: Yes
:x: ever tried any drugs: No
:x: ever jogged a mile: Yes
:x: ever played w/ someones feelings: No
WHAT
:x: shampoo do you use: Suave
:x: shoes do you wear: Nike
:x: are you scared of: Spiders
:x: do you sleep in: Boxers
:x: did you eat for lunch: Nothing
:x: is love: baby dont hurt me.. baby dont hurt me.. no more
:x: is a player: Was.. :(
NUMBER
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: Not Many.. 3?
:x: of hearts I have broken?: Many.. Sorry..
:x: of girls I have kissed?: i dnno.. 4? 5?
:x: of boys I have kissed?: None
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: Too many
:x: of times my name has been involved in drama?: dont know
:x: of scars on my body?: 2
:x: of things in my past that I regret?: Many
:x: of people you fought: None
:x: of drugs you taken : None
:x: of accidents you been in: 2
:x: of people you lead on? : ?
:x: of people you broke up with?: ALOT
DO YOU THiNK YOU ARE
:x: pretty: sure
:x: funny: yea
:x: hot: no
:x: friendly: dno
:x: ugly: no
:x: loveable: Yep ;)
:x: caring: ya
:x: sweet: very
:x: dorky: all the time
:x: cocky: Depends
:x: girly: hell fukin yea! lmao no
:x: boyish: i gotta think about that
:x: smart: depends
:x: angel: lmao... i have a joke about this but u wont get it
:x: gangster: Yea-yea, tblin
:x: god: .. no but i sure have had scary moments were i thought i was.. seriously
FAVORiTE
:x: five letter word: SeXXX
:x: actor/actress: Actor: Arnold Swa..ect and Halle Barry?? i have no clue
:x: comedian: Dane Cook
:x: candy: wow, have no idea
:x: cartoon: FLCL
:x: cereal: Honey Bunches of Oats
:x: chewing gum: Winterfresh
:x: days of the week: Saturday
:x: least fave day: Monday
:x: flower(s): dno.. lupine
:x: shapes: Oval
:x: jello flavor: Lime
:x: special skills/talents: im a computer geek
:x: summer/winter: Winter
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: They the same
PERSON WHO LAST
:x: slept in your bed: Me
:x: saw you cry: Andrea.. way back in 7th grade
:x: made you cry: Des
:x: you went to the movies with: Meola
:x: yelled at you: Some Cop
:x: sent you an email: no idea
HAVE YOU EVER
:x: said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: Lmao.. yes
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: Yep
:x: cried during a movie?: Almost
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: No
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: planned my day when i was little
:x: been on stage?: Yes
:x: been to New York?: No
:x: been to California?: i want to
:x: been to Florida?: Yes
:x: Hawaii?: no
:x: China?: no
:x: Canada? no
:x: Europe?: no
:x: what time is it now?: 5:22pm
:x: apples or bananas?: Bananas
:x: blue or red?: Blue
:x: walmart or target?: walmart
:x: spring or fall?: spring
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: do the winamp playlist thing
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: chips
:x: are you bored?: hell ya
:x: last noise you heard?: david byrn
:x: last smell you sniffed?: Gas
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: i live half a mile away from mass
FRiENDSHiP/LOVE
:x: who was your first peck on the lips?: Rosana.. in preschool
:x: who was your first french kiss?: Jenn
:x: who was the last person you kissed?: Brianna
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: 2/4
:x: most important things to you in a friendship are?: Hanging out
RANDOM STUFF
:x: criminal record?: ya.. lightinig fireworks off in mass and driving my pocketbike
:x: do you speak any other languages?: No
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: My Home Theater
:x: peircings and where?: No
:x: thing you dislike about yourself the most?: short
:x: worst feeling in the world?: not loved
:x: whom you love: des
:x: whom you miss: dno
YOU
:x: nickname(s): trav / tblinn
:x: initials: TFB
:x: how old do you look?: 13?
:x: how old do you act?: 12
:x: do you have any pets?: no
:x: you get embarrassed?: ya
:x: what upsets you?: dno
FiNiSH THE SENTENCE
:x: i love to...: talk to people
:x: i miss...: des
:x: i wish…: pocketbikes were legal
:x: i hope...: i am not bored
:x: i'm annoyed by...: my dad walking in the comp room for no reason
:x: i get mad when...: ppl dnt tell me somethin when they were just about to say it
:x: i am...: travis
:x: i want to be...: rich.. well richer
:x: i am tired of...: Summer
:x: i will always be...: Myself
:x: i wish...: i could drive
:x: i smell only when...: i dont
:x: your mama is so fat...: im not gonna even bother
Jul. 31st, 2004 @ 04:51 pm
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Alright, so umm i am bored, im startin to get back into Halo and shiz. i am debating wether or not i should get back into Starcraft... meola and i used to own anyone in both Halo and Starcraft. i hope he starts playing again. to help our pool heater today my dad and i installed another long sheet of metal, the pool should get to like 80 today. its really hott outside and im stuck in my house listening to linkin park and blindside. i got my 27" TV to my right with halo in the back.. i tihnk i may go play the campaign,.. its been a while but i dont know if i want to waste my time doing that. i had to take off Fun with Bears and Chipmunk Hunting off my RFP site cos some kid's mom thought we were pyros and shiz. o well they will be back on later. i should post on the into "enter at your own eisk, sexual and stupid coments and actions made in *some* videos" therefor i cant get arrested or introuble if some 6 year old kid comes in and watches it. there is not much to do here besides eat and drink livewire. meola is wrking until 5 and zach is at myrtal beach. e-roc complains that him and i never do anything but i ask for him to come over alot. david bowie slep over last night and we were playing Halo. i called my BFFL Eliot yesterday and we talked for like 2 secs.. lmao (Best friend for life) not boyfriends for life u idiots! lmao. he is like a devoted fan of Retarded folks but meola dont want him to be a member.. im completly pissed that the state is outlawing pocket bikes.. erg they are only allowed in parking lots and shiz.. not main roads. nothing i can do. i passed summerschool.. kinda easy and what els.. im so BORED!!! call em up you sick little FEOOS.. u know my #.. and my cell is 16035050312...
Jul. 31st, 2004 @ 01:25 pm
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i just got it!!! its black.. http://www.poodee.com/MongooseII.html
it goes like 35/40. i got it to go maybe 45 50 down a hill.. it scared me shitless. i had that gut feeling like your on a coaster. i flew by my 3 other friends that were driving regular scooters. this thing is great. Dale Munoz (has the fastest scooter out of my friends) it goes 33 and i fly by him going down the hill, i almost hit him and he said "i felt the wind" cos i abolutly was owning him. than i heard some kind of clanking thing. i thought my front wheel was gonna fall off (thats how fast i was going) i stopped short and josh, matt and dale shot by me. it was my chain guard, all the vibration shook the screw off. so it ws rubbing against the chain.i gave josh one of my scooters (2nd fastest of the group) but it still needs work on the steering. this thing is awsome... Click here for retarded folks, ill have me on my pocketbike there sometime. http://65.75.141.160/~retarded/ and umm what els.. skittle!! i need to talk to her on the phone more cos shes like.. awsome lol. des is one of my best friends (from penn) and its sad cos meola is goin to umm... maine and shiz. but my freinds are gonna start buying pocket bikes now. the state wants to make scooters and bikes illeagle.. if a state official is reading this.. SUCK MY BALLS... lol ya anyways please leave a comment cos umm.. i like reading ppls thoughts.
Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 09:57 pm
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